. . it’s the people you would never expect , that can turn a horrible day , into something so god-damn beautiful .
Monthly Archives: August 2010
I have a horrid stomach ache at the moment . Its killing me . .
Only two more days until I’m nineteen now . . It’s come so quickly ! Heading out to the Three Amigo’s for my birthday tea – which I’m quite keen for . As well , heading to Hobart in the next week or two to visit Katy , mine and Eliot’s party is next weekend [ very excited ] and , well , I guess everything in between and after shall be quite enjoyable .
I’m slowly getting on top of my moods as of late , thank god . I just hope it’s not the implant that’s been making me like this , or is just a young adult phase that I will get out of soon . I hope . .
I might just add , I like all the beautiful people with style , passion and big hearts ! Amongst other things .
I miss it tremendously .
I used to be so bubbly and happy . .
I went to the Devonport Eisteddfods this morning , and was very much delighted by the talent that was on show . Don College put on a good show , if I do say so myself ;) Saw my old dance teacher there as well . Haven’t seen her since last year when I stopped dancing . [I really should get back into it i think . I need something to get myself moving and motivated] .
I went to the docs a second time today , and I’m glad I did . I now have a very high temp. as well as sinus problems . . This just gets better and better . .
Oh , and as of today , I will no longer be a consultant with Le Reve . .
Still feeling quite unwell . .
Coughing up not-so-pleasant stuff .
Sleep doesn’t seem to help .
Big . Fat . Sigh .
I’m eating a really scrumptious lamb souvlaki that I bought from the Bizzie Bee . It’s quite nom .
It’s exactly ten days until my birthday . Another year older . I guess nineteen won’t be so bad . . Nothing will change . And it’s also nineteen days until mine and Eliot’s joint party ! And the best thing about this ; Katy , Joe , Brendan , Tullen , and everyone who doesn’t live close by , are traveling back home to come along . This makes me extremely happy , and extremely grateful .
I’ve decided at late that , a) I really don’t want to be a consultant anymore . It’s just not for me . I don’t like the idea of having to push people ito having Rendevous and buying our products just so I can make money . . It’s not right ; and b) I really need to control my moods . . I can’t keep going how I am . I never used to be like this though ?