Monthly Archives: November 2010

Katy is coming home . .

. . even if it is only for the weekend .
Sydney is forever away .

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Alcoholism .

Saturday involved so much driving , not on my behalf though . We got into Hobart at around half seven , though it didn’t really leave us much time to get ready . Our plans were meant to go a little something like this :

– find Iris’ house in Berriedale
– pre-drinks
– get all dolled up
– bus into town
– hit up Beer Fest
– hit the town
– come back and cook pizza
– crash .

We took ages to find Iris’ house , seeings number 15 was about a 5 minute drive away from number 14 , started getting a little drunk way too quickly , we missed BOTH buses to Beer Fest , and we ended up just not bothering and just hit the town . I was okay with that though . Was different , but enjoyable .

I’ve just discovered over the last half an hour , that I make neat birthday cards . Maybe this should be my future career ? Cut and paste letters from the newspaper and put peoples head’s on rare images . I smile .

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Let me count the ways . .

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day’s
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise,
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
– Elizabeth Barrett Browning .

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Death Letter Blues . .

After watching a DVD with Eliot last night , ‘It Might Get Loud’ , I fell even more in love with Jack Black . . and also stumbled upon a new love – Son House . An African-American singer from the 1960’s . . And I mean , wow . His words are so powerful . His words come straight from the heart and soul . He truely inspires me .

 

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Tonight is going to be my night . . and I’m going to enjoy every second of it .

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100% to 0% in a matter of seconds . .

Jealousy:  is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. .

I’m over my life leading no where .
I’m over trying my hardest for employment .
I’m done with feeling miserable .

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“I keep getting friends lookin’ like lesbians. If we get bored, we’ll move to California.”

So much is happening , so much has happened . . and my family is starting to fall apart , slowly and painfully .

I have so much to say ; but I’m not going to breathe a word . I have so much I need to act upon ; but I’m not going to do any of that . You wanna know why ?   I’m not going to give you an answer .

“There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating; people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.”
– Oscar Wilde .

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