Tuesday Morning .

I’m wide awake now , depsite being half asleep still half an hour ago . Hmm , I’m heading out to Port Sorell after lunch to see Laura and her family while they’re camping out – and I’m taking little Toby out too .

I’ve been having a lot of “wants” lately . I dunno if they’d interest you or not . I should be thinking of “needs” more importanly , but I don’t think many of us do these days ?

– fully vibrant red hair
– bowler hat [still]
– a more positive attitude
– ray bans
– pale skin
– loooooose weight
– begin my travels
– findworkfindworkfindwork!
– shave my hair [ just a section on the right ] .
– finish off my robbin tattoo
– and make a cake from scratch .

Another thing I might add , I still really don’t like girls . .

Woah . .

I really am shit with keeping up with my blog . . even more so with keeping up with the goings-on in my life , heh .

The last couple of weeks have been pretty tough , it’s such an intense feeling knowing you ain’t here Luke . But you’re funeral was absolutely beautiful . God , I miss you’re cheeky grin .

Was great to be able to spend the rest of that day with the rest of the Hungries Crew . We were all there for each other – and that’s a beautiful thing .

Something a little more cheerful , perhaps ? Well , job hunting is a major fail . Pretty over not getting any calls back . But ! This Christmas has been such an amazing time ; spend with my wonderful family through the day , and the evening with my dear boy and his relatives . Nanna still calls me Karla >_< kinda cute though .

I have second degree burn from getting sun burnt from fishing the other day – kinda hilarious if you think about it . I now have quite red hair and regrowth . My tragus is infected I think . I bought Mumma an adorable long haired Chihuahua for Christmas – called Toby . I now realize that I put heaps of effort into wrapping peoples gifts , and get a massive thrill from the wrapping and giving . I thought I killed my phone from water , but it’s in perfect working order now . I’m hook on the $1 clearance sale of Mother Shot’s from BP in Ulverstone . I’ve only just realized how close New Years Eve is – and I have no plans what so ever . I really want to start designing my own t-shirts . I’m madly in love with Flogging Molly at the moment . And last of all , for my close friends . . when the day comes , when I take my final breath . . I would very much love for you to play “If I Ever Leave This World Alive” by Flogging Molly at my funeral . It would actually mean the world to me .

That is all .
For now .

Rest in peace my dear friend .

A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You’re free at last.

Luke Jaccobs , a true super hero .
I can’t believe it . I don’t want to .
Forever in our memories and hearts .
Rest in peace my dear friend .
I’ll see you soon ♥

I have the worst luck . .

. . when it comes to my car . This horrid weather . I hate it ! A huge tree branch fell in front of my car , and I ran over it as soon as it hit the ground . Fairly sure everything underneath is real fucked up now . This is bullshit !

Note to self: Orthodontists issue us with retainers for a reason . .

I keep having small , yet major , panic attacks about my teeth . . note to self: orthodontists issue us with retainers for a reason .

I just got back from a lovely catch up with Cassie – also caught a film as well . And now , I’m just glad to be back home in the warmth .

Time for some Rush , and sleeeeeeep . GOODNIGHT SUNSHINES !

I’m so incredibly inspired right now – I just want to run through the city of trees and loose myself in the beauty of the night . .

Failure .

So , I didn’t exactly leave the hair dye in for long enough . . but the end result is quite lovely all the same . It’s still my usual dark brown , but with a beautiful warm red shade as well . I think I might try again tomorrow , and aim for a more prominate red . I’m still in a happy mood though .

I have to do thirty hours of intensive activities this week , which I’m definately not keen on doing . Salvo Employment , I do not see how any of this will aid me in achieving a job ? As well as that , they’re [basically] making me apply for harvesting jobs – not really keen on that either . Though , if I get it . . its a job , and its money .

A hat for my head , a smoke for my soul .

I’m a little drunk . Just a little .
Tomorrow I shall I dye my hair some sort of shade of red .
Just cause .

I need to make more fo an effort in seeing my loved ones .

War Room – Tilt .

Add a dash of punk to your tea . .