That’s the seventh time I’ve ripped out my rose ring in my sleep , and each time I find it just chilling in my hand when I wake up . . What’s wrong with me ?

Diet: Day One.

Maybe diet’s are harder than I thought . Only because my main problem is that I constantly snack . And I found the milkshakes quite disgusting too , which isn’t really a plus for me .

Though , I did make up a healthy snack before . .
1 x banana
2 x rice crackers with light philli and tomato .

I have those nicorette* patches that I’ve been meaning to start using . But I think I might have just one more durry before I start . .

What a beautiful day . .

Monday morning was the day of the shoot , and I had no idea what I was doing . But I had Cassie for support , and Zara was a good laugh so made me relax a bit . And the shots turned out pretty swell as well . Fair to say you guys should look her up on Facebook , Miss Z Photography .
http://www.facebook.com/misszphotography . I’ll upload some photos soon .

Today was such a beautiful day , spent with my much loved girls . Theresa , Nicole and I heading to Burnie for a bit of a picnic , which resulting in just a healthy Subway feast at a beautiful park near Nicole’s house . We had our lunch and got physical with a walk around the duck pond . . the quite large , duck pond . And who ever knew there’s outdoor gym equipment ? If it wasn’t so . . open ? I’d actually go there more often . And for the amazing surroundings and gorgeous little ducklings and swans .

I had a bit of a meditation session this afternoon too . Made me feel so refreshed and calm .
Might do it more often .

I think I might start this diet and nicotene patches tomorrow . .

Do do’s .

I’m in desperate need for some new red lipstick . Quality lipstick this time .
And I have a mad fascination for bowler hats as of late .
I enjoy the fact that they make me think of Charlie Chaplin and his cute little mustache .

My fingers glow in the dark .

I’m getting a bit nervous about Monday morning now – what if my style isn’t what she’s after ? Though , I guess it’s going to be an awesome experience . And she has some marvellous work .

Fingers crossed I guess .
Glow-in-the-dark fingers , should I say .

You know what’s one of the saddest sounds in the world? Children playing. There is just something about sitting in your room with the windows open, and listening to their joy and laughter. It’s like there is some sort of magic going on outside that you can no longer join in on . Something you can no longer grasp. A secret club you can’t remember the password to. And you realize that you’ve grown up.

Add a dash of love to your tea . .

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And one day , I’m gonna marry you . .
Because no one’s ever made me feel this way .

 

It’s just one of those mornings . .

. . where I’ll bite anyone’s head off if they get in my way .
Why can’t people be more appreciative of others ?

I’m rather glad I’m not an alcoholic .

Friday evening was fairly enjoyable , catching up with the girls and seeing some of the old fellas , with last night being enjoyable also .

Saturday’s day plans fell through , like always . Was hoping to make it to Launceston to the Show , but people suck some days . Went out for tea later in the night with Miss Alex Birtill , which was fantastic , and I thoroughly enjoyed myself .

Then was the mish to Josh’s for a short while with Benjamin and Eliot , and saw a fair few familiar faces which was nice . I wasn’t in much of a sociable mood unfortunately , mainly chilled on the couch with a cigarette and my good friends Mario , Peach and Bowser .

Though on the way to Josh’s , I became quite flattered . I stopped off at the Caltex Petrol Station in Ulverstone , and the young lady asked me , ” Do you dress like that normally ? ‘Cause I’d really like to take some photo’s of you for my Alternative Folio ” . I was pretty shocked to be honest . Not the type of questions I’ve been asked before . . And made me feel , I don’t know , flattered is the only word that I can really think of .

Anyways , coming back home was a much different story than being at Josh’s . Ben stayed at El’s house with us , and we stayed up for the majority of the night and early morning playing darts , making Pokemon sounds , seshing the DS and the boy’s happily finished off a bottle of stolen Babushka Vodka and half a bottle of Jan’s expensive whiskey . And somehow , being drunk is an okay excuse for driving my car into some rocks ? Ha .

I’m rather glad I’m not an alcoholic .

Friday Morning . .

Loud voices,
Deep thoughts,
Flat curls,
Content.
Blotchy skin,
Scabbing tattoo,
Infected nose piercing,
Mellow.
Aching teeth,
Dried skin,
Lack of inspiration,
Drained.
Loosing faith,
Paranoia,
Madly in love,
Alone.